The Finale

The final blog, where it all will end. I find that the blogs I write didn't really have a meaning at first, just wanted to get it done, but then I figured that if I kept doing just that, well, my grade wouldn't be great, I should put some effort or feeling into what I do. That is why this last blog will have as much effort as I should have put into it. That is what I feel should have been done with all my blogs, each of the blogs should have had effort put into them, straight from the beginning. My blogs mean this to me, that I should have worked harder than I did, and for that I will work hard on this final blog, as hard as I can. The blogs of the past signify my ignorance and how much of a slacker I truly am, but I should not be that way, that can just bring about unhappiness. I truly can't believe at how much I procrastinated this year, but since I can't go back on it I shall go forward. I also can't believe that the year went as fast as it did, it felt as if it kind of just flew by. I can tell though, even if I procrastinated and slacked off, some of the writing techniques from the year stuck, I don't just carelessly write stuff down anymore, I think about my words. My word choices from now on shall be better then they were before, I will think about the most sophisticated and intricate way to use words that I can. Plus my analyzation skills have increased, I can now see the deeper meanings in things clearer, I believe I can just skip the paraphrasing, but just to make sure I will keep doing that. It's like one of the universal truths, "work harder and you will be rewarded," even if that may not be a universal truth. Maybe it's just like the, "never give up at something if its hard, just try harder," or maybe the, "hard work pays off," maybe not... But what I'm saying is that, if I work harder than just slacking off, I should be able to achieve my dreams! Or that's what people want me to think, but what I'm really saying is that even if you don't feel like working hard, just try hard anyways, it may pay off in the long run, don't take the easy road. That is what all of my blogs from this year have told me, when I read them they just seemed so pitiful, it brought tears to my eyes. It was like my blogs were crying out to me, calling for help for a better writer, a writer not like me. It was as if I was not good enough to write, even as an assignment, I felt ashamed to have even written something like that. That is why from this point on I will work harder at blogs! And maybe some other stuff too... But mostly blogs.